yiling {♥} icecream

2011-02-26T08:47:00.000-08:00

very long nv update liao, nowadays working
damn tired, work for damn straight 2 weeks !!
need to wait for derek to come back, so tat i can have a good rest !!
next next week is my marketing exams.
working so nv study at all sia.
need to go study abit !! if not sure gone !
working everyday do closing. very tired
i teach the full timer and part timer how to do closing le.
can relax abit !
go slp liao, very lazy to update !
ta ta ~~

2010-12-11T09:31:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i last post !! =D
just wanna say tat I'm so stressed up.
with my project and my family.
Had some financial problem now at home.
so my dad is unable to give me allowance.
i'm struggling with school right now..
what i wan now is to find a job asap.
so that i dont need to take money from my dad
sometimes i wonder, should i give up my studies?
like what my father and grandma say??
they ask me to stop my studies and go out to find work!
but i only left a few months to graduation..
cant they just provide me my last education??
its just a few months left..
i really had enough..
can anybody tell me what to do??
i just need to find a job fast!! =D
and for project,
what thing stress me is that we need to sell party packs
we sold around 1000+ packs in order to raise our funds.
but heng we managed to sell all party packs
that makes me so relieved.
the next thing is to bring kindergarten kids to science centre.
i hope everything will go on smoothly.

2010-03-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

today me, kexin, beelay, joanna, yuhuan,

shirlene and beewen went to SENTOSA!

actually when when we meet at 147,

it was raining.

when we reach habourfront,

its hot like hell lo.

den we put the mat den put de things

kexin and joanna went down first.

den the rest of us also went down.

after that i suggested going to the other side of the beach

den we form 1 line den walk slowly to the middle of the beach.

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SUDDENLY SOMETHING HAPPEN!

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bee and joanna drown.

but thanks to huan den joanna and bee are alright!

bee more jialat den joanna.

when i saw bee rite.

she very xinku already.

den beewen was shouting 'save beelay, save beelay'!

den huan was like trying to push bee back.

but she cant cos she too small size.

i'm so afraid tat bee wasnt able to come back.

den shirlene best ar.

she went all the way to pull bee.

but bee was struggling.

so shirlene was being pull down by bee.

so kexin faster grab shirlene and i grab kexin.

i nearly being pulled down by them.

but heng la.

i was so afraid that something will happen to bee leh.

after tat we just go up the shore and play volley ball as its going to rain.

den it started to drizzle.

so we faster went to the shower room.

we bath tgt lo.

we having fun when we bath lo. especially the drown girl, bee. haha

bath hao den we went back serangoon to eat.

after tat jiu go home le. =D

ITS A DAMN TIRING DAY.

MUST HAVE A GOOD SLEEP!

NIGHTS EVERYONE!

2010-02-22T16:42:00.001-08:00

everybody have their own problems

whether its family, relationship or friends

i find it hard to cope wif family!

and for relationship, i just need a bf who cares for me

why some ppl have a loving family but why not me?

my grandma is in the hospital and i cant even do anything

wat is this NGYILING?

i just need a warm family when i reach home,

and they will ask me how was today?

wat i lack is the love in the family.

why didnt i follow my sister and let my aunt raise me??

my family is broken when we are young,

my mum left us when i'm young,

and my sister is just less than 1 year old.

my grandma left my sister wif my aunt as she cant cope.

so my grandma took care of me all these 20 years!

i love my grandma so much!

and wat is father to me?

my father doesnt even care for me.

doesnt even bother to look for me when i'm not at home.

if i nv cal him, and ask for pocket money.

i tink he will nv even cal me!

when i cal him, he scold me saying why i nv go home.

saying that i nv go sch!

but i did go to sch okay!

i have my presentation done and went home den went out OKAY!

i dun even feel like going home as this house feels so empty.

without me is nothing.

they wont feel anything is wrong without me.

I DUN NEED THIS HOUSE AT ALL!

when i go back, i only can use com.

nobody cares bout wat i do.

i can only smile and laugh wat ever i do.

even if i'm sad. =)

i'm going to keep my feeling deep down the bottom of my heart!

what i need is fatherly love!

i want him to care bout me.

i feel so empty in this house.

i wonder what am i going to do without my grandma!

2010-02-21T13:54:00.000-08:00

i was thinking of him again.

i dunno why?!

did i do the wrong thing by breaking up?

why am i still missing him?

why i wish he would be my side?

why?? can anybody tell me??

whenever i think of him, i will lose my mood.

and i will cry no matter wat.

now i know i'm just faking my smile all over.

i dun wan to tell anybody.

i dun wan to dampen their feelings.

but i wanna cry out loud!

why i have such feelings?

how i wish i can forget everything!!!!!!!!!!

i still have his lovely photos in my phone and com.

i cant bear to delete it.

how i wish that he knows bout it.

but i bet he deleted all our photos.

he's so cruel!

we cant even be friends.

i wish i can forget bout him.

2010-02-13T15:14:00.001-08:00

wow! wat a good morning!
just now ton wif alot of ppl ar,
joanna, bee, tavis, norris, botak, alvin and alot la.
haha
was drinking just now.
dunno y so fast drunk lo!!
VOMIT for dunno how many times ar.
like MERLION!!! hahaha
den hor, something happen to zheyuan.
he fell down den had a deep cut near his eye there.
OMG!! den tavis they all bring him to the hospital.
luckily only got stitch. HENG ar.
joanna. huan and all. dun worry.
joanna. i'm not faking my smile okay.
just now pei joanna, tavis and beelay go 147.
den tavis and joanna eat.
after tat jiu home sweet home liao lor!!
=D

2010-02-12T09:59:00.000-08:00

was back to single again.

i knew this day will come.

and i knew we are not suitable for each other.

and i hate ppl to end my call

without telling me anything.

was so fed up.

u told me u busy,

okay.nvm

ask u go out

u tell me ltr u will text me.

u say 10 mins call back

but it feels like hours.

i call u at 6,

10 plus den u call back

WTF is this!!

i wasnt free nowaday

cos new year,

and u cant even understand.

wat is this??

when i ask u to meet, u cant

when u ask me to meet, i cant

u tell me u busy.

i understand.

but why cant u understand me!!!!!!!

u hang up my call several times.

just cos i tell u i'm not free.

i dunno wat time i will end.

and tmr i having reunion dinnertgt if my family.

i cant meet u earlier.

y u cant understand???

y??????

wan to go out wif u,

u tell me u no mood!

u tell me u will cal me to say u going anot.

waiting for ur cal but u nv cal.

i cant even msg u now and u tink i dun care bout u

i told u i forgot to pay my bills

u tink i'm lying to u!!

WTF!!

u wan to try using my phone now!!

being my bf, cant u trust me?

tat day we quarrel in ur hse.

u left me alone walking to the bus stop.

when i'm walking, my tears are rolling down.

and i nv blame u or wat.

u say sorry and i forgiven u!

u say u wont leave me alone again.

and we quarrel at ur block downstairs.

u did the same thing.

and u say sorry again. u wont do it again.

i forgive again.

each time i left after quarrelling wif u

my tears are rolling down my cheeks!

was so upset u know!

we keep on quarrelling.

there's no end to it.

i kept my feeling to myself!!!

it wasnt a nice feeling.

i was going crazy.

i cant hide my feelings well.

when i'm happy,

i will laugh till i drop.

but when i sad,

i will not laugh so often!

but i will hold back my tears!

not to let them worry.

i will keep my feelings to myself.

it will not dampen ur feelings.

when i'm outside u wont see it.

i was crying like nobody's business in the hse.

i knew we wont last long.

but dun worry.

you will find someone better.

i will find someone better.

okay.

you told me that

u wont want ur girlfriend to be friend

this is cruel.

why cant we still be friends?

why is it so cruel?

u will feel better but i DUN! OKAY!

UNDERSTAND?

even if we cant be couples,

we can be very good friends.

but u DONT WANT!!

WTF!!!

GET OUTTA MY LIFE!!!

I DUN WISH TO SEE U AGAIN!!

WILL NOT CONTACT U AT ALL!!

MSN I BLOCK YOU!

I DELETED UR CONTACT

I WONT TALK IN FACEBOOK!!

GET LOST MAN!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!

2010-01-05T08:38:00.000-08:00

today after school go home bath den wait for joey.

den joey very late come back den she nv come down.

go meet alvin and jinyu for awhile.

after tat go find joanna, yuhuan and jasmine at 147.

den beelay and yu an come.

after tat pei ziling go pasar malam=D

jiu go bus stop take bus go play pool. =P

den jasmine nv go, sad=(

den me, bee, huan, joanna and yu an go play pool.

we reach ice pool den go open table, saw ah hao there

den we play pool, yuhuan super good today sia.

keep winning! idiot lor

den my turn the '8' ball go wrong hole den i lose.

den my second turn also the same thing happen. WTF lor!

den my last turn,

FINALLY, i got in the correct pocket! I WIN the last round, hahahaha.

den the price is bout $16.

so cheap lor, play 7 round bout 2 hours leh!

after finishing den we go take bus

THE BEST THING IS WAT I GONNA SAY NOW, ITS THE FUNNIEST JOKE FOR THE DAY!

huan nv cross cos she take bus from that side

when we wan to cross to other side and take bus,

we took the escalator down to MRT and we sit on the steps,

bee sit infront, den when we go down we wan to stand up,

bee suddenly cant stand up and she follow the escalator to the floor

den her butt hit the metal thing!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

we laugh all the way to the bus stop

lucky nobody behind us lor, if not so embarrassing!!! hahahahahaha

den me and bee get down the bus and go home

so here i am posting the joke!!! =D (bee ask me post de!!)

sorry wor, bee =D

got to go now, wan go shower and sleep,zzz

good night everyone!

2009-11-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

I HAVE LOST A FRIEND!=(
HE DIED IN A MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT.
I WISH HE WILL REST IN PEACE!

To: ah long's family, dont be sad. hope you all will 看开一点!

2009-11-17T07:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE!!

NOW CAN SEE NC16 MOVIE AND GO UNDERAGE PARTY!

2009-11-07T07:45:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY ONG HWEE MIN!!!!
Finally 16 years old. can see NC16 de show. joanna still cant go in NC16 de show. hahahahaha.
today celebrate joey de BIRTHDAY. will upload the pics another day. i pity joey. cos i smash her face on the cake!!!!!!!!!!! sorry my dear.. tats all for today. slpin soon... nights all!!!

2009-11-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

today wake up at 1 like tat cos the weather damn SHIOK!! den wake up go meet huan, qian, ting, bee, joey and xin at hougang mall. but den xin stomach pain, so she took cab home. after tat we go FAR EAST meet ben and jack. VERY SORRY to them cos we made them walk quite a long distance. SPRRY! very funny lor. after tat we go play pool. tat ben hor. very good at playin pool, den nv giv us chance de leh. damn angry. hahas. today only will upload alittle bit pics cos haven take from them. Enjoy...

2009-10-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog le. sorry wor.
no time and also my family like dun wan me to study.

haiis dunno wat to do!!

inside the mrt

joey purposely take de!

see my stupid face!

huan emo

joey very cute. nv tell us marina square. we get down at marina bay!

at marina square.
kexin(LG) dun wan let me go.

very poor thing!

still dun wan let me go
finally she let go and choose huan!

smoke finish le.

while i smokin, they took pic!

after we go marina, we go iluma!!
joey faster take pic, cos door goin open soon!

no time to lose!

my new BF! handsome?!

reachin home...

after reachin home den go shower and watch the disc tingting pass me. very nice, but the last 2 episodes cant watch. damn disc!!!!!!!!

2009-08-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

This is wat i saw in LETCHIMI'S blog!

I am having my roleplay for CMS which is Communicating for Business. I don't know if i can do well because i can't remember the script at all as its such full of crapz done by my "dearest" classmate Yi Ling. Thanks atleast she had done it.

DID I OFFENDED YOU??!! IF YES, PLS TELL ME.

AND THE WHOLE SCRIPT IS NOT DONE BY ME ALONE, YOU HAVE A PART IN IT!

IF ITS FULL OF CRAPZ, WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?

YOU DUN NEED TO PUT INVERTED COMMA IN THE "DEAREST"! BECAUSE I DUN TINK SO!

AND IF YOU ARE SO CLEVER, YOU CAN JOIN OTHER GRPS! BUT TOO BAD, NOBODY WANTS TO BE WITH YOU!

YOU ARE THE ODD ONE OUT! DO UR OWN SCRIPT IF YOU ARE SO CLEVER!!

I'M GONNA FU*K NUR MAHALETCHIMI!!! SEE WAT I'M GOIN TO DO ON FRIDAY!!

2009-08-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

boredom strikes!

hmm. something went wrong in sch. shall not blog about it. after tat go watch movie wif jinyu and beelay. very weird rite we three..hahas. watch overheard. the show hor, very weird sia. i miss the first few parts. cos we r about 20 mins late to the movie.. its not a good movie actually. its about the cops. damn lame. some scences are quite funny- especially during the last part! when the police wan to catch the bad guy, he say: we have cars waiting for u outside. and the bad guy say: i have my own car. hahahas. so stupid!!

2009-08-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

she's back. hahas. btw, can anyone give me suggestions?? i felt like quitting school!!!

2009-07-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

wan to thanks julynn and gang for the small tofu!! its so cute. thanks...

Sat 18 july

went to bugis wif huan and gang. so fun. took pics and walk walk walk.

here are the pics

2009-07-19T10:01:00.000-07:00

i love joanna lim hor yan, veronica tan yu huan-tat si ba zhang alot.=D

2009-07-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

today went to amk hub wif joanna, joey, huan and bee. have a fun day wif them today !! hahas. damn happy.. here come all the pics we took!!!! these are just some of the pictures!! hahas. cos lazy upload!! enjoy!

2009-07-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

nv go home on 13 july 2009! cos quarrel wif my cousin! hais.. dunno wat to post! my friends are worried. as not to let them worry, decided to go home! so here am i postin. nth much to say. no mood!

2009-07-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

finally, my grandma is back. i'm so glad !! thanks to those guys wif me these few days!! more than a week! thanks alot!! thanks for ur tags! =D

2009-07-01T22:28:00.000-07:00

omfg . my grandma is in hospital now . i dunno wat will happen to me if i lose my grandma . sigh . actually wan go wif my cousin . but den too many ppl go liao . so she say dun nid . wakao . dunno wat to post le . end here ba .=(

2009-06-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday 3 plus go to bugis junction meet my china friends. 3 years plus nv see them le. hahas. we go TCC drink coffee. after tat 6 plus go meet my ITE friends. miss them so much.. cos Hidayah birthday. so we go haji lane there shisha! peach and cola. hahas. den the potato wedges very nice lei. too bad i dun take chilli. hahas. take lots of photos wif them. den after tat mrt back wif idham, nad, sydiah and hidayah. den i reach badok saw joanna. so qiao. hahas. but not posting the pics first. cant have the pics ready. hahas. maybe another day ba.... blog till here. damn tired!!

2009-06-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

wa! so tired! back from chalet. hahas.

nothing to say much for the chalet lor. damn tired. hahas. like maid there. part time maid.

And Happy Belated Birthday to Priscilla!!!

2009-06-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

finally its holidays!

but i feel like having school now.

hahas.

ARGHHHH!

so damn bored!

feel so lonely lei! how??

miss those new classmates!! hahas.

funny rite??

got no mood to blog sia!

so just end here ba!

2009-06-10T08:21:00.000-07:00

today went to school cos got CMS test!

like so stupid. only true and false! hahas

today just cut my hair

BEFORE

AFTER

Any changes?? i also dunno!

2009-06-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

our classmates are getting closer and closer, day by day. hahas. glad to know these classmates!
enjoy the pics below

see what this junhao doing?

(BELOW)

she look like bye2 rite?

zi lian!

MILO!!

UNGLAM!! for the bald one!! hahas

pls la. in the lift u also wan!

dunno why this Priscilla so ZI LIAN de!

2009-06-01T03:35:00.000-07:00

my grandma's brother just passed away... i today got no mood! but trying to be happy in front of my classmates. why it has to be my relative? why???????? i hate this.

i hate you. i wont believe you anymore!!!!!!

Friday at EXPO! some of the photos.

back to my childhood!!

2009-05-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today go to school early in the morning but the stupid teacher scolded us as we did not bring our simming costumes. i'm so angry. actually did not wan to come for PE. but my friends ask me to come. hahas. after BEV we went to the john little sale. when we queue up to pay for our things, there is one guy that jumped our queue. so angrANGRY. he just crossed and ask his son to come over to him. den me and pris was like so FED UP. i say we r also Singaporeans. but why ARENT we like them? such IRRITATING fellows. den after tat is the Singapore Food Expo. there was so many ppl in there. so crowded. ppl queueing for free stuffs. omfg. Y singaporean so KIASU!! we was like squeezing in just to buy our stuffs. oh pls. den after tat only me, Julynn, Serina and HuiLing took bus tgt. the others took the train back. took a bus wif Huiling and i got down at Serangoon. these are some of the photos we took at Singapore Expo!

Posing for the Singapore Food Expo!

emoing in the bus
they bullied me, i'm the only one standing!

Such a nice girl rite?

Always helping them to open the doors! hahas. tips pls!

me, my Only One and my Hug Hug

acting cute outside Expo

my Only One hold my hands!

my Hug Hug cute?

dun so near, ltr ur hubby(J2) beat me!!

emoing in the bus.

i dunno y i dun have the same feeling as last time. can anyone tell me y??

annoyed

2009-05-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

how i wish to be in Mr Hari's class. Mr william chong is such an asshole. omfg. haiis.pris is like so angry wif him. he always pick on us. me, serina and hui ling. he has nth better to do is it? ass. too angry to blog. hahas. end here ba.
pls. i'm the one who help u, pls be nice to me. if not, u can ask someone else to help u. i dun care about it. okay.
and just now the police come cos my cousin was like shouting downstairs. HE RUN away. omfg. y dun the police catch him and bring him to the IMH. pls. everyone wants to slp.

2009-05-25T03:00:00.000-07:00

today is like so bored! i got 87 for my POA! as expected. not so well for my standards. hahas. den the CMS i really dunno how to say sia. need do roleplay. so sian. i doing an interview for adopting a child. doing it wif Nur and Jun Wen. that Nur hor. very wat sia. actually is me and Jun Wen paired up. den i see she poor thing den i ask her join my team. den today u noe wat she say anot. she say dun team wif Jun Wen la, she everyday nv come sch, we 2 do la. i was like so fed up. actually alot of classmates in my class dun like her. she is not popular in our class. i got nth to say. i should not let her come in my group. i should not be so soft-hearted!!

2009-05-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

today pei them eat at cafe 1. hahas. i eat yong tau hu. hahas. den after tat go pei sze mian go simei. i was disturbing her all the way. ahahahas. den she pei me come serangoon. ahahas. thanks! no pics to put!

2009-05-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

i take this pic from facebook. hahas. cute ma? me and my sister.CMS is so boring sia. shall end here today. hahas

2009-05-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

today go late for sch! so bored! PPPPPP is such an a**hole. she was like so jealous of PPPPPP! stupid. cant do well den dun say ppl. at least i got a B for bev test today okaY! i miss the life we have last time. so funny. now.... nvm. so sian lorhh. humphhx! blog till here ba. cos too tired!

2009-05-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

its so boring today. and this stupid girl wan to commit sui****. its so stupid. just becos of a guy. she did not reply my calls and msg. it made me so angry and worried for her. and 1 of my friends maybe angry wif me cos i ignore them today. sorry to those i ignore! very sorry. pls forgive me. i dun have the time to explain. sorry. didnt mean to show attitude to u all. sorry. jsut end here today. too sad to say anything. sorry and wat kind of family do i have!

2009-05-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

today go eat prata wif jin yu they all. hahas. all was laughing there heads off!! and joanna eat the thing so spicy tat she keep on asking for water!hahas. so cute. my nu er ma! den after tat go play pool at kovan! hahas. so funny. both guys lost to joanna cos of the black ball. hahas. she was like so happy. but life now is so diff from last time....blog till now ba. cos last time blog dunno wat password! hahas. and everything forgot le. hahas.